EGO beats ME

why should I beg for her?
why should I ask for forgiveness?
why should I think about her?
why should I care bout her?

thats the egos lies beneath in my heart..
cant get rid of it..
but...

how could I left her?
how could I being such a hard-headed?
how could I lost a sweet person like her?
how could I live my life without thinking bout her?
how could this happen?

that was my fault..
I'm so sorry..














p/s : confession of a broken heart.